{"id":1494,"date":"2021-07-02T12:32:19","date_gmt":"2021-07-02T12:32:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/tipsforahealthylife.eu\/?p=1494"},"modified":"2021-07-02T12:32:19","modified_gmt":"2021-07-02T12:32:19","slug":"narcissist-i-forgot-to-tell-you-something","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/tipsforahealthylife.eu\/index.php\/2021\/07\/02\/narcissist-i-forgot-to-tell-you-something\/","title":{"rendered":"Narcissist, I Forgot To Tell You Something"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I haven\u2019t left you yet. Don\u2019t think it\u2019s simply because I love you. It\u2019s because I still believe you love me back. I am hopelessly unaware your heart doesn\u2019t hold mine.<\/p>\n

That it can\u2019t attach itself to me.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t understand I am something you acquired along the way.<\/p>\n

I think I am your girl, your love, your very best friend.<\/p>\n

I think you can\u2019t live without me.<\/p>\n

Because I can\u2019t live without you.<\/p>\n

I still believe in you.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t yet understand good and evil can reside within one person.<\/p>\n

I choose to mistake evil for anger.<\/p>\n

I believe your words.<\/p>\n

Even if your actions contradict them.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m still trying to figure you out.<\/p>\n

I see the best in you.<\/p>\n

Even if you confuse me.<\/p>\n

I haven\u2019t been introduced to fear, manipulation, and control even though they lurk between us.<\/p>\n

I am too busy making your world go round to see it.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t realize you lack confidence, my handsome charmer projects it.<\/p>\n

I am selflessly giving and unaware of selfishness.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t sense your fantasy world because you play well in reality.<\/p>\n

I place you on a pedestal so there\u2019s no need to ask for praise.<\/p>\n

I understand your ability to get what you want but confuse this with success.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t think of the word empathy.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t realize it\u2019s missing.<\/p>\n

I haven\u2019t yet experienced the severe anger of the emotionally abusive bully.<\/p>\n

I know strictly tears.<\/p>\n

I have only met two different people residing within one.<\/p>\n

My guy, my love, my very best friend.<\/p>\n

And a stranger who looks like him.<\/p>\n

One who can\u2019t attach himself to me.<\/p>\n

I see the contradiction.<\/p>\n

I anguish, I lament, I drift between love and abandonment.<\/p>\n

I hide the bad in favor of your good.<\/p>\n

I suppress my sanity in exchange for your craziness.<\/p>\n

I see you but I don\u2019t believe you.<\/p>\n

Even though you keep showing me who you are.<\/p>\n

I can\u2019t live without you.<\/p>\n

Because I still think you can\u2019t live without me.<\/p>\n

I won\u2019t give up on you.<\/p>\n

I have attached myself to your heart.<\/p>\n

I will fight for you not grasping your ability to win.<\/p>\n

I will foolishly beg your attention.<\/p>\n

I\u2019ll remind you\u2026<\/p>\n

I\u2019m your girl, your love, your very best friend.<\/p>\n

I will root for you.<\/p>\n

I will continue to see the best in you.<\/p>\n

I will believe in the impossible.<\/p>\n

I will sacrifice all of me, and then some.<\/p>\n

Because I love you.<\/p>\n

Until I realize you can\u2019t love me back.<\/p>\n

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